PENCIL: you know, I'm really sorry.
ERASER: for what? You didn't do anything wrong.
PENCIL: I'm sorry, cause you get hurt because of me. Whenever I make a mistake you're always there to erase it. But, as you make my mistake vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller every time.
ERASER: that's true, but I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though, one of these day, I know I'll be gone. And you have to replace me with a new one. I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate to seeing you sad :)

a friend has never seen you cry.

a best friend has always had the best shoulder to cry on.

a friend never asks for anything to eat or drink.

a best friend opens the fridge and make herself at home.

a freind borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.

a best friend has a closet full of your stuff.

a friend only knows a few things about you.

a best friend could write a biography on your life story.

a friend may leave you behind.

a best friend always be by your side.

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?


so sick - ne yo

Dear bestie,
Gue rasa kemaren hari yg seru banget ya, di sency sama temen temen lo. Anyway, seneng aja tau kalo lo having fun disana, sure I do. Tapi one thing, yg bikin gue jujur sedih aja liatnya, that you're still doing that sisha thing. Bukannya gue mau ngebatasin pergaulan lo ya yu, bukan juga karena gue pengen bikin lo keliatan ga sama kayak yg lain, tapi karena gue ga pengen lo kenapa napa. Pastinya lo tau kalo sisha is way lebih buruk & it truly contains drugs. Ga harus juga kan sisha ya? :D gue udah nganggep lo as a sister, dan gue pernah ngerasa kehilangan that is why gue selalu pengen jaga orang orang terdekat gue supaya mereka baik baik aja. Gue ga pengen kehilangan lagi kayak yg udah gue alamin. Ayu, maaf banget ya kalo kata kata gue ada yg nginggung lo, tapi I do this for you. Kalo lo ngerasa gue salah dalam pandangan gue yg kayak gini, gue minta maaf. I love wiyarwan, I love us together, and I love you the way you are. So just be yourself ☺

Best regards & apology,
Nesya